There are so many misconceptions about me, about my life and who you think I am.
Do you think you really know me? You don't know me at all. You think because I am
smart that my life is easy, but it is not. I have to work on myself every single day and
every day I have to pray for knowledge, wisdom, understanding and strength to make
it through the day. I don't have all the answers and I have to pray for guidance. My
life is just that life and I have to make the best of it. I am one of those crazy ass bitches
that if I truly fall in love with a guy I will always love him. I will stand by my man
until the end of time. I will make him know that he is wanted, desired and I will
leave mushy love notes every where. I want all this but it cannot be mine. I know
it will never happen for me. I am not strong enough to break though the barriers of
your heart.
I want to be yours and yours alone, but my work suffers from a distance and from
where I stand it shall never be. I am a hopeless romantic and therefore I cannot
get you out of my head but I must. I don't know why I write this you wouldn't
get it I spray painted on your office window while hanging there buck ass
naked from a rope. OMG one of the signs I drank too much.
BEDTIME GOODNIGHT
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