In Need Of Prayer

What in the world is happening to me? 

Since last Thursday I have had a headache that will not stop. 

Since I am a doctor everything diagnosis that I could think of has ran though my head. 

First of all I was in a car accident in 2006 and sustained a brain stem/spinal cord injury that was not diagnosed until months later and only after I kept insisting that something was wrong with me. I had broke my right foot they were willing to treat that injury but not take me seriously about the debilitating headaches. I finally had to have surgery. 

So forgive me if I panic now when last Thursday I get such a bad headache, but not a migraine. I had to leave work. 

It was the same until Saturday and I started getting sick to my stomach (Very Nauseous:( and by Saturday night my vision became blurry. I went to the ER and stayed there 8 hours and was given (narcotics) something I did not want, but the pain was bad. 

Then Yesterday Sunday I developed vertigo (Very Dizzy) along with the other two symptoms of headache and blurred vision.

I have a doctors appointment today and Blake is taking me, but it is not until 2 pm :(  

  

I wanted to ask my friends to pray for me if you will?   

God Bless You!

Destiny's Tutu (Happy Birthday)

New Tutu For Your Birthday!

There's a special little Miss turning 3 next week. I can't be there for her party which makes me sad. But I can sew for her and send her pretty things. Happy birthday for next week gorgeous goddaughter. This is will be arriving  for you in the mail soon. I love you. xx

You in your first Tutu I made for you. 

So Long Harry

In the past few years I have read all the books.

In the past 8 years I have watched all the movies.

All the movies.

Even the very last one on the very day it was released.

I don't even know what to say about how much I love these characters and their stories. I think that most people who have read them will know what I mean. They are... wonderful, alive, passionate, courageous and... truly magical.

Harry, Ron, Hermione and crew - you were not part of my childhood like you were for so many but you are part of my imagination forever. Thank you.

Thank you. I will miss you and I will visit with you again soon I 'm sure.

(I thought of writing this blog after finding the picture above)

Nothing Compares

Beautiful God
Laying Your majesty aside
You reached out in love to show me life
Lifted from darkness into light

King for a slave
Trading Your righteousness for shame
Despite all my pride and foolish ways
Caught in Your infinite embrace

And I find myself here on my knees again
Caught up in grace like an avalanche
Nothing compares to this love love love
Burning in my heart

Savoir and Friend
Breathing Your life into my heart
Your word is the lamp unto my path
Forever I'm humbled by Your love

Take my life
Take all that I am
With all that I am I will love You
Take my heart
Take all that I have
Jesus how I adore You

And I find myself here on my knees again
Caught up in grace like an avalanche
Nothing compare to this love love love


Sometimes someone else puts into words and music what your heart is saying. My heart is saying all sorts of things right now. Or maybe I am just more tuned to it than usual.


I feel change happening. You've seen that it has happened physically but it's also happening in other ways. I can't put my finger on it yet but there's a shift - in my thinking, in my emotional stability, in my energy, in my focus. Maybe it's that I'm 28 and I'm finally 'settling down'... but it feels more like being stirred up than settling down. I don't know. And I'm okay with that. Really okay with not knowing. Even excited by it - so much can happen!


What I know is that this song speaks my heart. Christ has reached out in love and shown me Life. Amazing life that is mine when I'm on my knees in prayer, ready and willing to be swept away. I'm on my knees, caught up in Grace like an avalanche. It is sweeping me away to somewhere. Somewhere that I can't see right now so I'm pondering, talking to people and exploring but not worrying because nothing compares to the Love that is sweeping me along.

Come along with me.