Not You

Do you miss someone so much..
you wanna cry?

well I do

and for once...its not you

its him
my star
my song
my caged yet free butterfly
my smile
my stress easer
my second wind
my beautiful sunrise

you see...

He’s given me everything you didn't
positively
reliability
quality...
time
his time
was my time
our time
He is...
my blood
my food
my nerves
my breath
my energy
my light
my nutrients
my everything

though he’s not you...
and I know
he’s everything your not
my backbone
my strength
my heart beat
my pusher
when things got rough “He” was there
not you

He held me down
pushed a smile on this teared up face
pushed my eyes open to see that--
YES there is beauty after heartbreak!
YES there is peace in ones soul
after heartbreak

HE is my reason for writing
HE is my reason for smiling
HE is my reason for feeling
HE is my reason for loving
for...I finally love another

I FINALLY care for another
I FINALLY think about another
and I’m sorry to bust your bubble
but,

no
it is really
and I mean really
not
you

Tragedy Strikes Both Boston ans Texas This Week (PLEASE PRAY)

This has truly been a tragic week what with "The Boston Marathon" bombing on Monday and then the fertilizer plant that blew up in Texas yesterday. I know that the Boston bombing was carried out by some sort of terrorist may it be foreign or domestic I do not know, but both tragic events have made a impacted on this Country.

My thoughts and prayers go out to the families and the survivors of these tragic events. I pray that God will heal the wounds and the minds of the survivors, and will comfort the families of the injured and the deceased. I pray that God will aid in the capture of the person or persons involved with the Boston bombing and bring them to justice.

My week has been spent working, praying for my patients, family and friends and those innocent persons involved in these tragic events. I know God hears me and answers my prayers and all of the prayers that are being sent out as I write this. I like so many others have questions, but I know not to question God. I have been most impacted I must say by the death of Martin Richard's age 8 and his little sister that lost her leg at age 3. What impacted me most about Martin was the school project paper in his hands speaking of what? "Peace"

I suppose when pictures of the deceased and the survivors of the tragic Texas events unfolds there will be people who will also capture my attention. I do know that would be such a horrible way to die the video footage shows nothing really but an inferno (Flames Everywhere). Don't get me wrong I have prayed for everyone, but it is so much harder to get Martin out of my mind.

"PLEASE PRAY FOR EVERYONE EFFECTED BY BOTH EVENTS THIS WEEK"