If only everyone in the world was as you thought they were. If only everyone in the world lived up to how you truly saw them. If only the good that you saw in a particular person was really there. If only there was true love in the world. If only there was a love so true that if someone truly loved you, they would protect you and your feelings at all cost. For you see I loved someone this way and not so very long ago.
I was there for them. I was waiting. I was devoted to them, but I had no clue what it was they wanted. This person had made me open my heart to them. This person gave me a reason to believe in love again, yet they ripped my heart from my chest in the end.
There never was a sorry, a guilty conscience or an explanation as to why they felt a need to destroy me. Yes, this person made me angry. Yes, I lashed out in a rage so fierce it still scares me today. I have never been this way in my life. I wanted this person so badly and they just threw me away like yesterday's trash.
There has not been a day that has went by since this happened that I don't ask myself "Why?" I wonder what I did to deserve this?
If Only,
I Knew
