I have amazed myself at how good I did at work this week. I would be lying if I said
I had not been some what distracted by thoughts of you but I expected that to still
happen some until my heart and mind releases you completely. I know that you
also have many things going on and do not need me to detract you as well. I so much
want your life to work out and I know it is better with out me in it. I know you'll
understand that it is nothing personal just the fact that we both need our time to
make our own ways in life.
You are happy and have such an amazing network of family and friends and as long as
you are happy I am happy also. You are an amazing person and I have been so very
blessed to have had you in my life if for a short while.
I am so busy what with my job, my diet, workouts, my babies and taking care and making
my house a home that I have no time for nothing else. My life is so hectic and I really have no
time for facebook and blogger that I cannot see me doing this much longer. I am happy with
my life just the way it is..Single and sticking to it. It is not so bad being single. In a couple of
years I will go to the lab and use my eggs I have back home in storage. I will pick a genius
donor and I will have a baby all by myself and raise it so. I do not have to have the craziness
of a baby daddy.;)
I love my life now with no dreams or expectations. I can be a good Dr and live life doing what
I love. Believe me I am happy and looking back now wouldn't have it any other way. I have
been shown that life is good and what you make of it. Should I decide to settle down ever I
shall choose wisely.
