Not You

Do you miss someone so much..
you wanna cry?

well I do

and for once...its not you

its him
my star
my song
my caged yet free butterfly
my smile
my stress easer
my second wind
my beautiful sunrise

you see...

He’s given me everything you didn't
positively
reliability
quality...
time
his time
was my time
our time
He is...
my blood
my food
my nerves
my breath
my energy
my light
my nutrients
my everything

though he’s not you...
and I know
he’s everything your not
my backbone
my strength
my heart beat
my pusher
when things got rough “He” was there
not you

He held me down
pushed a smile on this teared up face
pushed my eyes open to see that--
YES there is beauty after heartbreak!
YES there is peace in ones soul
after heartbreak

HE is my reason for writing
HE is my reason for smiling
HE is my reason for feeling
HE is my reason for loving
for...I finally love another

I FINALLY care for another
I FINALLY think about another
and I’m sorry to bust your bubble
but,

no
it is really
and I mean really
not
you