I had this dream last night, it was some what nice and yet I feel it was over powerfully sad at the same time...
It started when I was at this cafe alone, drinking a cup coffee, reading something, minding my own business. And then I heard some one call out to me and I was like "oh it was you" kinda expression (it was him). So we ended up sitting together asking how things were going over coffee. And, when the time comes to go our separate ways it was raining and I saw that he was walking instead of driving which lead me to offer him a ride. Initially he didn't want to take the ride, but I insisted since it was raining so heavily. while in the car we continue to talk for a while, and the unexpected question came...do u still love me? I ignored that question and move on to talk about something else. I felt that I didn't want to answer cause I didn't want to scare him away and yet at the same time I want to say yes and ask him the same question...
And there is where it all ends..the morning came and no matter how much I wanna know how that dream ends...it is still a dream. Chances of being real is impossible. And no matter how much I try to look pass what has happened in my dream. The feeling is still there and it will never be the same....maybe time will change this, but for now I just wanna look away from the grief...
"Funny How When You Try To Forget Someone, They Simply Invade You're Dreams"
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