To Love Or Not?

I feel I am a extraordinary woman if you can look past the surface of what society thinks

is pretty. As I have said many, many times I am just Amber no more, no less. I have a lot 

of supportive, exceptional friends on facebook. For the most part I know most of them

personally, and have bikers, blue collar workers, that I would trust my life with, 

writers, doctors, nurses, lab techs, bankers, stock brokers, architects just to name a few.

As I love these people for who they are they in return love me for who I am. I always

have someone wanting me to talk to there teenage daughters, to show them that they can 

be anything they want to be in life as long as they apply themselves. I am a poster

child for people against all odds becoming all that they can be. I have worked hard,

stayed out of trouble, never did drugs although drugs were common place in my 

household as a child. 

A woman that does not know me from Adam's house cat made some startling 

accusations to me this week. I know I need to let it go, and the person sent

an apology to me through someone else, but it still hurts. I know I should not 

care about people with negative attitudes and what they think, but this is

how I feel. 

I feel I am a good person, and no matter the situation I would not have talked

to this woman in such a way. She wrote me countless emails and the first one

was very nice, but she went on and on and so I blocked her since she could 

email me because she was a friend of a friend. Then she found this blogger 

page and wrote in all the comment spaces. 

I have tried to ignore her words, but they cut like a knife. She hurt me and 

I have done nothing to her. I wrote to this person I have known for 

years and called things off. I don't want trouble and we were and 

are just friends. But, he doesn't want to let go. I do care for him

and they are not together now. OMG I tried to let her win, but she

can't win what she doesn't have. 

Dear Lord, I do not know what to do? I need strength and guidance,

Please help me to know what to do.