As I promised my readers and myself I would share Jason and my love stories as a healing process, but I have thoroughly enjoyed reading each one. Especially, the notes passed in school when we were real young. Young love does happen and cannot be dismissed as it sometimes is by parents. I am so glad that my parents and the Taylor's gave our love a chance, but we were both told it was a phase and wouldn't last. No Jason and I were not just let go to experience the love we felt, but we were under constant supervision. It was okay by us since sex was not a issue then, just being together ans spending time with each other.
In this letter it is near the holiday's and we both want to be together which caused a few problems for us.
Amber, I just don't know what to do Thanksgiving is coming up and I want to spend it with you, but my parents say no. I wanted to tell you on the phone last night and night before, but I didn't want to mess nothing up. All we have are the times we can be together which aint enough for me and or calls or letters and sometimes a email. I wanted to call you last night again but it was too late. My parents just get on my nerves. I know I love you and you love me, but they call it puppy love says it a pass. See we suppose to go to my grandma's for Thanksgiving but I would rather come to your house. Your parents are so cool and understand us more I think. I have thought about running away from home it has gotten so bad and when they say I don't love you it makes me so mad. I love my parents and they are usually cool except for this.
I LOVE YOU AMBER NICOLE WILSON! For me you are the only girl alive. For me you make the world go around. Without you the world would fall off its axles and we would all plummet to our death. When we have been together there is always somebody there and I want to kiss you so bad, but I don't know it I am a good kisser or you would like it? I will only kiss you if you want to and I don't want to kiss you in front of no body ok? Let me know if you ever want to kiss me and we will find a way to make it happen. I think your lips would taste sweet like bubble gum. Have you ever thought about kissing me?
This Thanksgiving thing will you have your mom call my mom and try and work something out? I need to see you and after all the holidays is about spending them with the people you love and I love you.
I Love You
Jason
(now present) I remember that Jason's mom said no and we were very discouraged. But, I remember that Jason's grandmother fell down the steps on the way out to the grocery store 3 days before Thanksgiving and broke her hip. I don't remember what all was wrong with her but it was more than a broke hip since I remember they put her in the ICU in the second day. Jason's grandmother was as tough as they came, but she did not take care of herself. She was always taking care of others bless her heart. Yes, she is still alive and well and living Conyers Ga. But, I remember that Jason's mom said that he could come and stay with us since his grandmother was in the hospital. Jason actually got to stay at my house, sit at my table and eat Thanksgiving dinner among other meals. We actually had our first kiss hiding under the stairs, but believe me we had separate rooms and eyes were on us at all times. I remember that my mom drove us to the hospital and took food out to the house and Jason and we took it all in and put it up so the entire family could eat later. I remember my mom made a turkey just for their family. Everything started going well after that between our families. I remember we spent Christmas between both places that year and nothing kept us apart again ever. Well until he died.
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