Empty

in the midst of clouds
i find my heart
in disarray
scattered in two
faintly...i pick up my discarded pieces
tuck it away in a bag
and trudge to safety
happiness was something that once exsisted
now is extinct
6ft deep within my soul
is a hole
that was once filled
skilled hands
dug the grave
and left me to find things to fill it with
objects that grabbed my attention?
no
feelings i mistook to be real
no

instead i leave it empty and...
rain
weeds
flowers occasionally scatter within
but nothing fills it 
entirely
empty...i am without you here