As I said for my healing or to just make me feel better on the anniversary of Jason's death I am sharing our correspondence. Yes, I kept everything relating to Jason, but no I am not a hoarder, but a lover.
You know I had to dig to find this one first. It is folded into a star and no way I can scan it. It Reads.
On each point of the star is a drawn heart.
Inside reads:
I like you.
If you Like me
check yes or no
Guess what I checked yes (Awww)
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Here is another folded note still in a star shape.
If you like me and I like you
what do we do now?
Me: I don't know
Now present:(OMG this is fun)
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Another folded note
Jason: Do you like video games, skating, bowling or Pizza?
Me: yes, all the above.
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Another folded note:
Jason: You are pretty
Me: Thank you.
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Another folded note
Jason: What is your favorite kind of Ice cream?
Me: Pralines and cream
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Same note Jason:
What kind of ice cream is that?
Me: The best kind it has caramel and pralines.
Same note Jason: Whatever
(now present) lol
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Folded note Jason
I could get my mom to take us to play
video games or what you want to do.
Me: Sounds good but I have to ask my daddy.
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Jason Same Note:
Will he let you?
Me: I don't know, but I
can't date until I am 16.
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Jason another note:
How old are you?
Me: 11
Jason same note:
Boy we got a long time to wait?
Me:
But, if we just friends not b/f or
g/f he might let us.
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Another note:
Jason: do you like apple sauce?
Me: Yes
Jason: Me Too.
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Another note
Me: How old are you?
Jason: I will be 12 in four days.
Same note:
Me:
Happy Birthday before hand.
same note:
Jason:
Thank You
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Another note
Me: I ask my daddy if you
could come fishing with us
Saturday since it is your Birthday,
and he said yes if your parents says
it is okay?
Jason: I would like that thank
you it will be the best Birthday
if they say yes.
Jason: What we fishing for?
Me: anything that bites.
(Now present lol I was a smart ass even then ;)
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another note neatly folded
Jason: Did you watch Star Trek last night?
Me: No
Jason: What did you watch?
Me: Nothing I have a book report due.
Jason: Me To.
Me: Did you do it yet?
Jason: No I have till tomorrow.
(Now present) Boys are such procrastinators, but you got to love them. lol
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Another note neatly folded on a star
Jason: Who was that man with long hair that picked you up after school yesterday on that motor bike?
Me: That was my daddy why?
Jason: I just wondered.
Me: Wondered what?
Jason: If he would take us on his motorbike instead of fishing?
(Present) I remember I thought OMG he doesn't like daddy's long hair, but he wanted to ride a bike.lol
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Another note:
Jason: I can't go fishing on Saturday,
But here is a invitation to my Birthday
party on Saturday. My mom had mailed ones
out but didn't know your address. Let me
know later if you can go.
Then I get his phone number in the invitation.
Me: I will ask daddy if I can come to your party.
I hope I can. What do you want for your Birthday?
Jason: Don't matter just that you come.
Me: I will try
(Now present) I remember I had to beg to go, but then
daddy said yes. I had to find him a great present one
that no one would think of. I bought him the star trek
the next generation space ship and one man and I wrapped
it up so pretty. He got another space ship just like I got
him and all the men including Lt. Commander) Worf like I got him.
We had fun and I loved watching Jason open his presents. When
he saw me standing by myself he came over and got me by the
hand and said this is Amber my girlfriend. I remember I felt
so good. I had a boyfriend it was official and I was only 11 years old.
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