out of sorts
out of placement
out of time
out of...
my mind
memories flash back
memories reappear
memories....
o so clear
feelings linger
feelings hinder
feelings render
feelings...
get in the way
stability
tranquility
the ability to...
love me
all of me
without doubting me
without questioning me
without second guessing me
but none of you could do that
judgmental
hypocritical
belittle
made me feel...
less of myself
well no more
because...
I know who I am
I know who I’ll be
I know what I need
and its not you
with me
its just me
in the rain
against the tears
fighting against the fears
fighting against all odds
trying to see the light
through my darkest nights
ill find a way
to through away
the pain
the loneliness
the bitterness
the sadness
the thoughts
of you
and me
the former...we
something you never did see
love
that was me
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