Young Love Last Forever Series Pt. 1

As I said for my healing or to just make me feel better on the anniversary of Jason's death I am sharing our correspondence. Yes, I kept everything relating to Jason, but no I am not a hoarder, but a lover.

 You know I had to dig to find this one first. It is folded into a star and no way I can scan it. It Reads.

On each point of the star is a drawn heart.

Inside reads:
I like you.
If you Like me
check yes or no

Guess what I checked yes (Awww)

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Here is another folded note still in a star shape.

If you like me and I like you
what do we do now?

Me: I don't know

Now present:(OMG this is fun)

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Another folded note

Jason: Do you like video games, skating, bowling or Pizza?

Me: yes, all the above.

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Another folded note:

Jason: You are pretty

Me: Thank you.

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Another folded note

Jason: What is your favorite kind of Ice cream?

Me: Pralines and cream

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Same note Jason:

What kind of ice cream is that?

Me: The best kind it has caramel and pralines.

Same note Jason: Whatever

(now present) lol

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Folded note Jason

I could get my mom to take us to play
video games or what you want to do.

Me: Sounds good but I have to ask my daddy.

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Jason Same Note:

Will he let you?

Me: I don't know, but I
can't date until I am 16.

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Jason another note:

How old are you?

Me: 11


Jason same note:

Boy we got a long time to wait?

Me:

But, if we just friends not b/f or
g/f he might let us.

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Another note:

Jason: do you like apple sauce?

Me: Yes

Jason: Me Too.

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Another note

Me: How old are you?

Jason: I will be 12 in four days.

Same note:

Me:

Happy Birthday before hand.

same note:

Jason:

Thank You

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Another note

Me: I ask my daddy if you
could come fishing with us
Saturday since it is your Birthday,
and he said yes if your parents says
it is okay?

Jason: I would like that thank
you it will be the best Birthday
if they say yes.

Jason: What we fishing for?

Me: anything that bites.

(Now present lol I was a smart ass even then ;)

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another note neatly folded

Jason: Did you watch Star Trek last night?

Me: No

Jason: What did you watch?

Me: Nothing I have a book report due.

Jason: Me To.

Me: Did you do it yet?

Jason: No I have till tomorrow.

(Now present) Boys are such procrastinators, but you got to love them. lol


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Another note neatly folded on a star

Jason: Who was that man with long hair that picked you up after school yesterday on that motor bike?

Me: That was my daddy why?

Jason: I just wondered.

Me: Wondered what?

Jason: If he would take us on his motorbike instead of fishing?

(Present) I remember I thought OMG he doesn't like daddy's long hair, but he wanted to ride a bike.lol

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Another note:

Jason: I can't go fishing on Saturday,
But here is a invitation to my Birthday
party on Saturday. My mom had mailed ones
out but didn't know your address.  Let me
know later if you can go.

Then I get his phone number in the invitation.


Me: I will ask daddy if I can come to your party.
I hope I can. What do you want for your Birthday?

Jason: Don't matter just that you come.

Me: I will try


(Now present) I remember I had to beg to go, but then
daddy said yes. I had to find him a great present one
that no one would think of. I bought him the star trek
the next generation space ship and one man and I wrapped
it up so pretty. He got another space ship just like I got
him and all the men including   Lt. Commander) Worf  like I got him.
We had fun and I loved watching Jason open his presents. When
he saw me standing by myself he came over and got me by the
hand and said this is Amber my girlfriend. I remember I felt
so good. I had a boyfriend it was official and I was only 11 years old.

   

Happy Birthday Mama

Happy Birthday Mama I love and miss you so very much. Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. 

You are now gone, but never forgotten. There is no way I could ever be who I am today without you and your impact on my life. I have made mistakes at times, but they were never enough for you to stop loving me. Everyone says what a good girl I am and what a great daughter I was to you for taking care of you while you were sick, buy it was you that cared for me while I was a baby and I just returned the favor. That is the cycle of life you have children and care for them and in the end when you become sick or old and feeble the kids take care of you. Well that is how I see it, so I never did anything that you didn't do for me or that my children someday would not do for me or I should hope. I regret nothing of the 10 months I took off to care for you I was blessed to be able to be there everyday as you finally left this world better than how you found it, and put your mark on this world. I know it is there I can see it each time I look in the mirror. 

I think we look a lot alike, I love this picture and the story behind it

This was you wedding day and in this picture you were looking at the pearls daddy bought for you to wear I have heard this story a thousand times as you waited in one of the "Sunday School Rooms" of paw-paw's church. You had to wait 45 minutes for daddy to arrive and you were nervous that he had got cold feet and left you at the alter, but daddy woke up late from his bachelor party the night before and was rushing everyone. He made it mama and although he had false he loved you until the day you died and so did I

Mama you are everything I want to be in a woman. You rode your own bike when there were not many bikers. You never took any BS off of a man, but was kind and considerate to those you loved, you loved your bike, animals, mudding, 4-wheeling, hunting, fishing and you always stood up for your friends and family. But, though it all you were a eloquent lady, you were beautiful, sexy at parties and yes men turned there heads, but you could dress in leather or camo and look just as pretty. You mama were a true "Southern Belle"

I pray that you are looking down on us today and can feel the love coming your way.

To the best mom ever I love you. 

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