THE NOTEBOOK

I want to be swept away by an unsuspected love, I do not wish to see it coming. There is no one in my life, but there has always been the dream of someone to complete me and not change me, to fall in love with me with every fiber of there being as I would love to love someone that way again. As I said, and I was serious I am not looking for anyone now since I seem to get hurt, by men that cannot even commit to dating you, getting to know you, but distance always seems to play a major role in getting to know someone truly. 

I wish upon a star, a star so bright that I can feel it's warmth. I look at this star and wonder if there is someone out there looking at this star and having the same feelings as myself? I wonder if they know I am out here, that I too get lonely and wonder if my life will ever be complete. You don't have to have someone to love you to be a good person, a caring person, but it does feel good to know that someone cares for you. It may or may not be love, but you have a feeling that it will fulfill your every want or need. It will render you dumb and speechless as a school girl being kissed for the first time. 

  So yes, I dream of love, a love that will surpass the hands of time. I am Allie in the "Note Book" searching silently for my Noah. I want the Notebook ending. To give of yourself to one person for as long as we both shall live. It is the kinda of love that love stories are wrote about, but so seldom do we find a love such as this, but it is possible. I am a hopeless romantic that has been kissing toads. 

I give up until I can find my one true love, my soul mate the one who takes my breath away when he is not in the room. The one who's voice makes me quiver with excitement and touch I crave. Are you out there? Do you gaze upon this same star? Do I already know who you are? Are you ready for love? Does it excite you? When I find the one he will be able to answer yes to all these questions?

I WILL KNOW WHO IT IS!